This is me open with the bad.
This is me real with the beautiful.
Now, I understand.
Just how heart-wrenching saying goodbye is. Sure, I’ve said it to a lot of people over the course of my life, but not once have I meant it. I never needed to mean it.
The people I deeply cared about were always at arm’s length, whether that be figuratively or literally. However, that’s not simply the case anymore.
Staying in touch is hard. Seeing each other becomes an ordeal in itself. Thus, what was once so naturally and normative transforms into a blessing.
And to think I thought I wouldn’t care.
How wrong I was for I am already missing you all.
“Just like a star across my sky”
And you know what the worst thing was?
The worst thing was that
nobody ever believed how hard we tried.
on this beautiful spring day,
I think of you,
with a gorgeous spring day,
you, my love,
embrace the coldness of winter that still remains in my heart
now I know,
because of you, in my heart-
because of you, as I love,
Spring has come.